July 2008
1 post
TRUST.
how can i trust anyone anymore? everyone is turning on me and i can’t take losing anyone else. someone who i thought was my best friend turned on me and now i can’t even trust my brother. i officially have trust issues.
June 2008
34 posts
OUT OF MY MIND.
i am out of my mind. i can’t take this!
SUMMER IS SO BORING.
RAGE.
my feelings for you are raging
not love
but hate
you don’t seem to understand
that i don’t love you
i hate you with a passion
i don’t know why you can’t get that through your head
just get over it
LOSING GRIP.
i’m losing my grip
i can’t hold on for much longer
you’ve pushed me off the edge
and now i’m falling
are you happy now?
you should be
I TOLD YOU.
i told you
you didn’t believe me
you didn’t think i would
but look,
i’m gone
out of everyone’s life
for your sake
i told you i would do it
I'LL CATCH YOU.
can you sleep as the sound hits your ears one at a time? an unspoken balance here, unabridged for so many years that i should stare at receivers to receive her isn’t fair don’t worry i’ll catch you don’t ever worry your arms in mine, anytime i wouldn’t trade anything you’re still my everything to my surprise, before my eyes, you arrive don’t worry...
THE ONE.
her smile is weak
because she’s not complete
for the one she loved
moved on
she smiles and laughs like everythings okay
but really it is all just wrong
she misses the one who loved her smile
the one who said he’ll never hurt her
and we’ll last for awhile
but one gloomy day came and past
she was very sad
when the promise he made that they would last
was beaten broken...
I'D DO ANYTHING.
i’d do anything for one more day
i’d do anything for you to stay
you can’t leave us, not right now
i’d do anything for one more sound
i’d do anything for one more hug
i’d do anything for the rest of your love
please, oh please, don’t leave us today
i’d do anything for you to stay
CONTROL.
i’m losing control
you are driving me crazy
leave me alone
let me be
you make me want to die
i can’t take this anymore
this is my final goodbye
MUSIC.
i love love love love love love love love love love love love love LOVE it.
yes i do! i’m going to list some of my fave bands.
junior boys; pelican; kitty party; look mexico; every time i die; metro station; a7x; manson; slipknot; disturbed; meryll; jimmy eat world; weezer; fall out boy; flyleaf; guns n’ roses; MANY MORE. just can’t think of any.
best day?!
so today, my friend tyler called me. well, he’s my ex. and i still like him. and he called me. and we had a fight. but now we’re all good. and i’m so happy!
YAY! LOL! i could go on about nothing. OH! and i made britt feel better!
“there is an inner beauty about a woman who believes in herself, who knows she is...”
– UNKNOWN
